My 28th Anniversary with Master

Today, my Master and I celebrate 28 months together as Master and slave.
I believe that every moment that I get to spend with Master is a blessing, and celebrating our love and devotion to one another only once a year doesn't seem enough, so I have asked Master to allow us to celebrate once a month, and he has acquiesced to my romantic frivolities. He is such a wonderful man.

Below is a copy of the card I sent to my Master today in honor of our anniversary:

Happy Anniversary My Darling Master and Owner

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My Darling Master, We have reached another milestone in our journey together. This month has been very rocky and tumultuous but we seem to have recovered well and found our footing again, it just goes to show that with enough love and determination and effort, we can overcome almost anything. Things are so much better when we are in harmony with one another. Every day we have together is a blessing, but every peaceful day we have together is a double blessing. You complete me Master, I truly believe that you are my soulmate. I need you as my Master, and I need to be your slave. I love being your slave Master, and I hope that today I will once again earn the honor of being your highly esteemed trophy slave. Remember always My Darling Master, that I love you and am completely devoted to you. I trust you, I respect you, I want and need you as a part of my life. I rely on you heavily. You are my entire world. You are the love of my life, my very best friend, my confidante, my lover, my sounding board, my rock and my soft place to land, and my wonderful Master and Owner. You fulfill me as a woman and as a submissive Master. I don't think I'll ever find another man that meets all my need the way you do. You have done so much for me, and continue to do so much for me. I love you more than anything My Love With love and devotion, your slave, Krissie In response to my card, my wonderful Master sent the following: YOU HAVE EARNED YOUR STATUS AS MY EROTIC TROPHY SLAVE ONCE AGAIN... This past month was indeed tumultuous for us. The concept of a Master/slave relationship which was hierarchial caught you off guard after all of our years together and you strongly rebelled and caused me great pain and internal tension. Your fears, and perhaps your past experiences, allowed your thoughts to get twisted - to become 'flawed.' It took time for you to realize that any D/s relationship, by definition, was not an equal partnership, that there was a trusting, yet definitive asymmetrical role each partner plays in such a relationship... that the Master and Owner has the final word on everything. When you fully embraced that proposition, our relationship healed and has been the better for it. I love you and will always love you. I will always be devoted to you. I need you in my life. Even in your darkest moments, I will never let you go. While on your kneees and vulnerable, take your rightful place in my life again as my esteemed erotic trophy slave. Master Richard

Regaining My Esteemed Erotic Trophy Slave Status

Back in August of 2010, Master and I had an official collaring ceremony and I became his erotic trophy slave, a title I was very proud to earn, but that title also came with the responsibility of being the best slave possible, obeying all of my rules, giving Master complete trust, obedience, and respect at all times.

Throughout the course of my relationship history with my Master, I have learned to be accepting of things I never thought I would be because of negative experiences in the past, but the hardest thing for me to accept has been that a D/s relationship is, by it's very nature and definition, a hierarchical relationship, and I fought very hard against that.

I have see-sawed on the issue quite a bit over the last few months, at times I thought I was in complete agreement with the idea, but then irrational thoughts and fears would enter my mind and I would yank back and rebel against it.

This month, I took Master to his very breaking point on that issue and he gave me two options: to completely accept the notion that our relationship is a hierarchy or to find another Master. I chose to accept.

However, I had hurt and disappointed my Master greatly by revolting against the hierarchy, and as such he felt that I was no longer worthy of the designation of "erotic trophy slave" and would have to earn it back.

Since that time, I have worked diligently to be the best slave possible to prove to my darling Master that I am worthy of being his esteemed erotic trophy slave and today he returned that designation to me.

Punished by the Masseuse

On Tuesday, April 24th, Master sent this slave to her masseuse and wax technician, Dana, to be punished.

Master offered this slave to Dana to be spanked and forced to service her.

The following is an in-depth After Action Report of that event:

Good evening Master,

Your slave girl just returned from her encounter with Dana.

Your slave girl dressed in a collar, shields, shelf bra, tight white blouse tied off under her tits, a super short plaid pleated skirt, thigh high white hose, 5 inch black heels with an ankle strap. Your slave had a vibrating egg in her ass and a vibrator in her cunt.

Your slave put her hair in high pigtails and put on a lot more make up than usual. Your slave wore her dress coat from her room until she arrived at Dana's. Of course your slave sat with her bare ass on the seat in the car.

When your slave arrived, she removed her coat and went and knocked on the door, Dana answered the door looking like a Mistress straight out of a porno. A black corset that really showed off her tits and waist, a tiny black thong, thigh high black leather boots, her hair back in a tight ponytail.

She looked me over for a long time, forcing me to stand on the porch for anyone passing by to see before finally inviting me in. She said she was pleased with how my Master had dressed me.

She said I must have been a very bad girl for my Master to think up such a humiliating punishment, but that she was all too happy to punish a disobedient slave like me. She said she'd been hoping to get her hands on me since the first time she waxed my cunt.

She forced me to get on my knees, saying that slaves should not stand in the presence of their betters. She forced me to kiss and lick her boots and then to beg for her to punish me for being such a defiant little slut as she put it.

She forced me to beg again and again until it was good enough for her, she then walked across the room and sat in a wooden chair and had me crawl to her, she forced me over her lap using my ponytails as leverage. She then lifted up my skirt and wasted on time in spanking my ass, and she hits hard. She spanked my ass at least 200 times on each cheek with her hand. I had 500 cums at 1190 during the spanking Master.

She said she'd never seen a whore get off on pain like I do. Once she'd firnished spanking me, she pushed me off her lap and had me kneel between her legs, she removed her thong and had me lick her cunt until she'd cum 5 times.

When I didn't lick her the way she wanted, she'd hit my sore ass with a crop.

Once I'd made her cum 5 times she had me stand and remove my blouse, skirt and bra. She slapped each tit 10 times and scolded me for wearing bra, saying that good sluts don't wear bras. She then harshly fonded my tits and nipples before running her hands all over the rest of my body. She ran her hands over my cunt and placed her fingers into my soaking wet cunt. She tweaked my clit and pinched it hard. She ordered me not to cum while she played with my body.

She then stuck her fingers in my ass and started finger fucking my ass, after having removed the egg. She said that my ass was too tight and needed to be fucked, so she fucked my ass with a strap on, and I had 400 cums at 1180 Master.

After she finished fucking my ass, she had me get dressed and sent me home, saying she hoped to see me again

with love, your slave

An Earth Shattering Erotic Experience

On Wednesday, April 25th, this slave had a very intense pain/cum session.

Earlier that day, as part of an ongoing punishment, this slave's nipples were stretched very severely. That night as Master was fucking this slave, he again stretched this slaves nipples severely and flogged this slave's cunt.

As a result, this slave went into a deep level of subspace and had very intense orgasms. Breaking all previous records.

This slave then experienced subdrop as a result.

This slave wrote Master the following note as a record of the event:

Good evening My Darling Master,

Your slave girl was in a world of her own for the last 30 minutes or more, a world centered around pleasure in pain in deep, deep sub space Master.

Your slave had 1000 cums at 1250 Master.

I am afraid I will drop Master

with love, your slave

An Entry from Master Richard

My Slave:

I met Krissie about 3 years ago. I fell in love with her almost immediately. I love everything about her. I love her completely and care for her spirituality, her health, her body, her academic needs, her career, her family and of course her erotic submissive needs.

My slave has an extraordinary tolerance for pain. She gets off on pain. She gets off on humiliation. She gets off on obeying me and being submissive to me. I require her to proffer homage to me daily, to exercise vigorously and regularly, and to excel as a student

She can be a willful women and has a tendency to show a rough edge. When she pushes my limits, I punish her. And I make her suffer from time-to-time just to test her.

I flog her cunt, cane her ass, cane her tits, cane her inner thighs, and I spank and stretch her nipples,

She wants me to control her, and I do. She wants me to control her body. I control when, and if, she cums, where and when she gets to piss, what she wears, how much she weighs, her hair style, and more.

I have proscribed a demanding early morning ritual for her to keep her mind attuned to the fact that her body is mine and that she is my erotic slave, not my sycophant, but my thoughtful lover and partner.

I need her and love her to pieces, and I always want her to be personally fulfilled and happy.

Master Richard.

An Erotic Experience at Victoria's Secret

Recently Master had this slave go to Victoria's Secret for a shelf bra fitting. Master used this event as a humiliation task for this slave, and sent this slave with welts on her tits as well as marks over her tits and cunt.

Below is the After Action Report from this experience:

Good afternoon Master,

Your slave also went to Victoria's Secret today for a bra fitting.

Your slave found the best looking associate Master, also the one closest to her own age, and asked her to fit her for a shelf bra.

Since your slave was wearing a dress she had to take it off and the associate was able to see this slave's entire body.

The sales associate was quite taken by your slave's nipples, and asked if she could touch them, and your slave said yes. She was quite timid and touched them very softly, but your slave told her that she could be rough with them if she wanted so she pinched and pulled them a bit.

The associate asked how your slave had gotten her nipples so long, and your slave told her through stretching but didn't go into more detail than that Master.

The associate told your slave that she had one of the nicest set of tits and best looking cunts she had ever seen,

She was also quite taken by your slave's use of the waist cincher and how small your slave's waist is.

The associate had your slave try on quite a few shelf bras, your slave could tell the poor girl was desperate for a large sale, but your slave only purchased one Master.

with love and devotion, your slave

The Massage Diary

Recently Master sent this slave for a full body massage at a massage parlor. This is not the first time that this slave has had her body massaged by the technician involved, and as such the masseuse was not surprised to see the welts on this slave's body or the marks over this slave's cunt and tits.

The following is an After Action Report for this slave's experience:

Good afternoon Master,

Your slave went and visited Dana this morning for a massage. Your slave wore a public collar, 4 pairs of shields, a shelf bra, a tight cincher, a tight, short, form fitting dress, ben wa balls, a vibrating egg in her ass, her clit bell, hose, and 5 inch heels Master.

When your slave arrived at the massage parlor. she was given a robe and taken to a changing room, your slave changed into the robe and was then led to room where she would receive her massage and was asked to wait a few minutes for Dana to arrive Master.

Once your slave was alone in the room, she removed the robe and coated her cunt lips with her cunt juices as she waited for Dana to arrive Master.

When Dana arrived, she found your slave with her hands on her cunt and slapped your slave's tit and told her to stop being such a horny little whore, Master.

She then ran her hands all over your slave's body Master, paying particular and harsh attention to your slave's tits and nipples Master.

While she was doing so, your slave took the opportunity to ask her about her clit piercing Master, and found out that she has a clit hood piercing with a bar through her hood and a ball that sits on her clit. She said it was somewhat painful and took about 2 weeks to heal but it was well worth the investment in the end because it gives her amazing orgasms Master.

Dana then had your slave lay down on the massage table and began the massage, she started at your slave's feet and worked her way up Master. When she got to your slave's ass she gave 10 hard slaps on each cheek and said she was sure my Master wouldn't mind.

She then stuck her fingers up your slave's ass and said it was very tight.

She washed her hands before touching your slave again.

Once she had finished with your slave's back and shoulders, she had your slave turn over and started being very harsh with your slave's tits and nipples again. She removed the shields and twisted, pinched, and pulled your slave's nipples very harshly.

Once she had had her fun with your slave's tits she moved down to your slave's cunt, she stuck her fingers in and when she found the ben wa balls, removed them and had your slave hold them in her mouth while she played with your slave's cunt and clit harshly Master.

She pinched your slave's clit and slapped your slave's cunt several times and then finger fucked your slave until she came. Your slave had 250 cums at 1150 Master.

She then finished the massage Master.

She told me to tell you that she'd like to see me outside the parlor sometime so she can get some more fun out of the experience if you are amenable to it Master.

With love and devotion, your slave

Several notes:

On a previous experience with the masseuse, Dana, this slave had been told that she had a clit piercing and Master was intrigued so he had this slave ask Dana about her piercing.

Also, Master has this slave write an After Action Report on almost all erotic/humiliating experiences so that he has a record of what has been done and how this slave reacted to it.

slave k's revolt against the hierarchy and the aftermath

Recently I revolted against the very foundation of my relationship with Master. I revolted against the hierarchical nature of the D/s dynamic, even though just a few weeks ago I wholeheartedly embraced it. I allowed irrational fears based on past experiences to cloud my judgment and interfere in my relationship with my wonderful Master and Owner.

Master was upset by this turn of events and gave me an ultimatum, to submit completely and show total faith and trust in him or find someone new.

I made the decision to not allow my irrational fears to interfere with my relationship with my wonderful Master and wrote him the following note:

 

Good early Sunday morning Master,

It's a new day and I am ready to continue on the path we embarked on yesterday.

I have let fear hold me back long enough in my life on a variety of issues, but not this time Master.

Our relationship is much too important to me to allow irrational thoughts and fears interfere

I love you Master, and I want and need to be your slave

And I so look forward to earning the honor of being your erotic trophy slave once more Master

with love and devotion, your slave

Also, to remind me not to go down that revolting path again, Master took away my "erotic trophy slave" designation until I prove to him that I am worthy of such a designation again.

slave k's acceptance of the hierarchy

Good evening My Darling Master and Owner,

 I am not nearly as eloquent as you are but I hope that this turns out well. This slave willingly acknowledges that there is a hierarchical nature to this relationship. This slave has willingly given up control to her Master and trusts him completely. This slave acknowledges that Master will have the last say in all situations and that Master will act in this slaves best interest and will take this slaves needs and desires into consideration. This slave realizes that Masters actions will always be based in love and that our relationship is based on mutual love and devotion.

with love and devotion, your ets