Monday, June 25, 2012

The Diaper Humiliation Tasks


A few days ago my Master sent me on a series of tasks that would become a few of the most humiliating yet erotic tasks in my life.

My Master sent me to the mall dressed as his baby. He put my hair in pig tails, placed me in a diaper, bound my tits, and dressed me in a top, skirt, knee high socks and sneakers. He placed a pacifier on a ribbon around my neck and ordered me to suck on it occasionally.

The first task my Master gave me was to go to a specialty baby store and ask a store clerk if they had any diapers that would fit me. I was so humiliated as I walked up to an attractive male clerk only a few years older than myself and asked him if they carried any diapers that would fit me. He looked me up and down, it was quite obvious he thought I was crazy, but led me over to the diaper section and handed me a package of Goodnites. It was so humiliating to be standing in the middle of a store that specializes in baby items, dressed as a baby, and holding a package of diapers. My cunt was leaking copiously into my diaper. I quickly purchased the diapers and carried them out of the store without a bag.

I had been getting quite a lot of attention dressed as I was before I purchased the diapers, but now that I was walking around the mall dressed as a baby and carrying diapers for the world to see, I was getting a lot more attention which only served to increase my humiliation and make my cunt flow even more.

I slipped the pacifier into my mouth and sucked on it as I walked through the mall to the shoe store to complete my next task. When I arrived at the shoe store, I removed the pacifier from my mouth and found my favorite shoe salesman, Andrew (it should be noted that Andrew is aware of the nature of my relationship with Master, and has been involved in previous humiliation tasks.) Once I found Andrew, I told him that my Master had sent me for a different purpose this time. I then told him that I was wearing a diaper and that my Master wished for him to watch and feel the diaper as I wet myself, if he were interested in doing so. He seemed more than happy to oblige my humiliating request and led me to a far corner of the store, away from everyone else. I sat down and he knelt down in front of me and stuck his hand under my skirt.

It was difficult for me to start pissing at first as I was so humiliated, but then I envisioned my Master ordering me to piss, and the piss starting flowing. Andrew pushed his fingers into me through the diaper as I pissed. Having the wet diaper pressed up against me by his fingers was also humiliating for me, and again served to make my cunt grow wetter. I was quite desperate to cum at this point, but my Master had not given me permission to do so, so I was not allowed to. Once Andrew had had his fill, he removed his hand from underneath my skirt. However, my humiliation with him was not yet over, as I was preparing to leave he noticed the diapers I had brought with me for the first time and asked me if I needed a change, loud enough for several other customers to hear him, I blushed beet red and fled from the store.

I wanted to leave the mall and go home at this point, but I still had one last task to complete, and I just knew that it would be the most humiliating one of the day. I made my way to the nearest ladies room. My heart sank when I found it to be filled with women, I had been hoping to only have to humiliate myself in front of one or two women, but there were at least 5 women in the restroom, but I had a task to complete no matter how humiliating it was for me.

I started by opening the package of diapers and removing one, I then lifted my skirt and removed the wet diaper in front of everyone. 5 women got a clear view of my cunt and my slave registration number. As quickly as possible, I rediapered myself. As if this task were not humiliating enough in and of itself, while I was changing myself a woman had walked in and as I was about to leave, she asked me why I was wearing diapers and why I was dressed the way I was. I was humiliated beyond belief at this point. My mind raced as I decided on what to tell this woman, I could have walked out without answering her, but I knew that my Master would not be pleased with me if I did that. In the end, I told her that I was my Master’s babydoll for the day. She muttered “freak” under her breath and I fled from the store.

Even though the tasks were very humiliating, my cunt was soaking wet by the time I left. I was also proud of myself because I knew that I had done well and that my Master would be pleased with me.

Saturday, April 28, 2012

My 28th Anniversary with Master

Today, my Master and I celebrate 28 months together as Master and slave.
I believe that every moment that I get to spend with Master is a blessing, and celebrating our love and devotion to one another only once a year doesn't seem enough, so I have asked Master to allow us to celebrate once a month, and he has acquiesced to my romantic frivolities. He is such a wonderful man.

Below is a copy of the card I sent to my Master today in honor of our anniversary:

Happy Anniversary My Darling Master and Owner


My Darling Master, We have reached another milestone in our journey together. This month has been very rocky and tumultuous but we seem to have recovered well and found our footing again, it just goes to show that with enough love and determination and effort, we can overcome almost anything. Things are so much better when we are in harmony with one another. Every day we have together is a blessing, but every peaceful day we have together is a double blessing. You complete me Master, I truly believe that you are my soulmate. I need you as my Master, and I need to be your slave. I love being your slave Master, and I hope that today I will once again earn the honor of being your highly esteemed trophy slave. Remember always My Darling Master, that I love you and am completely devoted to you. I trust you, I respect you, I want and need you as a part of my life. I rely on you heavily. You are my entire world. You are the love of my life, my very best friend, my confidante, my lover, my sounding board, my rock and my soft place to land, and my wonderful Master and Owner. You fulfill me as a woman and as a submissive Master. I don't think I'll ever find another man that meets all my need the way you do. You have done so much for me, and continue to do so much for me. I love you more than anything My Love
With love and devotion, your slave, Krissie

In response to my card, my wonderful Master sent the following:

YOU HAVE EARNED YOUR STATUS AS MY EROTIC TROPHY SLAVE ONCE AGAIN...


This past month was indeed tumultuous for us. The concept of a Master/slave relationship which was hierarchial caught you off guard after all of our years together and you strongly rebelled and caused me great pain and internal tension. Your fears, and perhaps your past experiences, allowed your thoughts to get twisted - to become 'flawed.' It took time for you to realize that any D/s relationship, by definition, was not an equal partnership, that there was a trusting, yet definitive asymmetrical role each partner plays in such a relationship... that the Master and Owner has the final word on everything. When you fully embraced that proposition, our relationship healed and has been the better for it. I love you and will always love you. I will always be devoted to you. I need you in my life. Even in your darkest moments, I will never let you go. While on your kneees and vulnerable, take your rightful place in my life again as my esteemed erotic trophy slave.
Master Richard

Regaining My Esteemed Erotic Trophy Slave Status

Back in August of 2010, Master and I had an official collaring ceremony and I became his erotic trophy slave, a title I was very proud to earn, but that title also came with the responsibility of being the best slave possible, obeying all of my rules, giving Master complete trust, obedience, and respect at all times.

Throughout the course of my relationship history with my Master, I have learned to be accepting of things I never thought I would be because of negative experiences in the past, but the hardest thing for me to accept has been that a D/s relationship is, by it's very nature and definition, a hierarchical relationship, and I fought very hard against that.

I have see-sawed on the issue quite a bit over the last few months, at times I thought I was in complete agreement with the idea, but then irrational thoughts and fears would enter my mind and I would yank back and rebel against it.

This month, I took Master to his very breaking point on that issue and he gave me two options: to completely accept the notion that our relationship is a hierarchy or to find another Master. I chose to accept.

However, I had hurt and disappointed my Master greatly by revolting against the hierarchy, and as such he felt that I was no longer worthy of the designation of "erotic trophy slave" and would have to earn it back.

Since that time, I have worked diligently to be the best slave possible to prove to my darling Master that I am worthy of being his esteemed erotic trophy slave and today he returned that designation to me.

Friday, April 27, 2012

Punished by the Masseuse

On Tuesday, April 24th, Master sent this slave to her masseuse and wax technician, Dana, to be punished.

Master offered this slave to Dana to be spanked and forced to service her.

The following is an in-depth After Action Report of that event:

Good evening Master,
Your slave girl just returned from her encounter with Dana.
Your slave girl dressed in a collar, shields, shelf bra, tight white blouse tied off under her tits, a super short plaid pleated skirt, thigh high white hose, 5 inch black heels with an ankle strap. Your slave had a vibrating egg in her ass and a vibrator in her cunt.
Your slave put her hair in high pigtails and put on a lot more make up than usual. Your slave wore her dress coat from her room until she arrived at Dana's. Of course your slave sat with her bare ass on the seat in the car.
When your slave arrived, she removed her coat and went and knocked on the door, Dana answered the door looking like a Mistress straight out of a porno. A black corset that really showed off her tits and waist, a tiny black thong, thigh high black leather boots, her hair back in a tight ponytail.
She looked me over for a long time, forcing me to stand on the porch for anyone passing by to see before finally inviting me in. She said she was pleased with how my Master had dressed me.
She said I must have been a very bad girl for my Master to think up such a humiliating punishment, but that she was all too happy to punish a disobedient slave like me. She said she'd been hoping to get her hands on me since the first time she waxed my cunt.
She forced me to get on my knees, saying that slaves should not stand in the presence of their betters. She forced me to kiss and lick her boots and then to beg for her to punish me for being such a defiant little slut as she put it.
She forced me to beg again and again until it was good enough for her, she then walked across the room and sat in a wooden chair and had me crawl to her, she forced me over her lap using my ponytails as leverage. She then lifted up my skirt and wasted on time in spanking my ass, and she hits hard. She spanked my ass at least 200 times on each cheek with her hand. I had 500 cums at 1190 during the spanking Master.
She said she'd never seen a whore get off on pain like I do. Once she'd firnished spanking me, she pushed me off her lap and had me kneel between her legs, she removed her thong and had me lick her cunt until she'd cum 5 times.
When I didn't lick her the way she wanted, she'd hit my sore ass with a crop.
Once I'd made her cum 5 times she had me stand and remove my blouse, skirt and bra. She slapped each tit 10 times and scolded me for wearing bra, saying that good sluts don't wear bras. She then harshly fonded my tits and nipples before running her hands all over the rest of my body. She ran her hands over my cunt and placed her fingers into my soaking wet cunt. She tweaked my clit and pinched it hard. She ordered me not to cum while she played with my body.
She then stuck her fingers in my ass and started finger fucking my ass, after having removed the egg. She said that my ass was too tight and needed to be fucked, so she fucked my ass with a strap on, and I had 400 cums at 1180 Master.
After she finished fucking my ass, she had me get dressed and sent me home, saying she hoped to see me again
with love, your slave

An Earth Shattering Erotic Experience

On Wednesday, April 25th, this slave had a very intense pain/cum session.

Earlier that day, as part of an ongoing punishment, this slave's nipples were stretched very severely. That night as Master was fucking this slave, he again stretched this slaves nipples severely and flogged this slave's cunt.

As a result, this slave went into a deep level of subspace and had very intense orgasms. Breaking all previous records.

This slave then experienced subdrop as a result.

This slave wrote Master the following note as a record of the event:

Good evening My Darling Master,
Your slave girl was in a world of her own for the last 30 minutes or more, a world centered around pleasure in pain in deep, deep sub space Master.
Your slave had 1000 cums at 1250 Master.
I am afraid I will drop Master
with love, your slave

An Entry from Master Richard



My Slave:
I met Krissie about 3 years ago. I fell in love with her almost immediately. I love everything about her. I love her completely and care for her spirituality, her health, her body, her academic needs, her career, her family and of course her erotic submissive needs.
My slave has an extraordinary tolerance for pain. She gets off on pain. She gets off on humiliation. She gets off on obeying me and being submissive to me. I require her to proffer homage to me daily, to exercise vigorously and regularly, and to excel as a student
She can be a willful women and has a tendency to show a rough edge. When she pushes my limits, I punish her. And I make her suffer from time-to-time just to test her.
I flog her cunt, cane her ass, cane her tits, cane her inner thighs, and I spank and stretch her nipples,
She wants me to control her, and I do. She wants me to control her body. I control when, and if, she cums, where and when she gets to piss, what she wears, how much she weighs, her hair style, and more.
I have proscribed a demanding early morning ritual for her to keep her mind attuned to the fact that her body is mine and that she is my erotic slave, not my sycophant, but my thoughtful lover and partner.
I need her and love her to pieces, and I always want her to be personally fulfilled and happy.
Master Richard.

An Erotic Experience at Victoria's Secret

Recently Master had this slave go to Victoria's Secret for a shelf bra fitting. Master used this event as a humiliation task for this slave, and sent this slave with welts on her tits as well as marks over her tits and cunt.

Below is the After Action Report from this experience:


Good afternoon Master,
Your slave also went to Victoria's Secret today for a bra fitting.
Your slave found the best looking associate Master, also the one closest to her own age, and asked her to fit her for a shelf bra.
Since your slave was wearing a dress she had to take it off and the associate was able to see this slave's entire body.
The sales associate was quite taken by your slave's nipples, and asked if she could touch them, and your slave said yes. She was quite timid and touched them very softly, but your slave told her that she could be rough with them if she wanted so she pinched and pulled them a bit.
The associate asked how your slave had gotten her nipples so long, and your slave told her through stretching but didn't go into more detail than that Master.
The associate told your slave that she had one of the nicest set of tits and best looking cunts she had ever seen,
She was also quite taken by your slave's use of the waist cincher and how small your slave's waist is.
The associate had your slave try on quite a few shelf bras, your slave could tell the poor girl was desperate for a large sale, but your slave only purchased one Master.
with love and devotion, your slave